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♥ RANDOMSIZEDRANTS.

I was just wondering if you ever wondered why you cry?
Because, I do.
HAHAHAH

I'm an emotional kid =x
so my tears can just run like a tap
*water running*
my house had no water -_-''' yesterday but that's not the point hahah
*w*

I cried :O
hahahah
bang!
._.

if you can't see, then don't try X)

idk
poo.
I wasn't extremely sad, extremely stressed or extremely unhappy.
really!
hahaha

it wasn't because of anything in particular T^T
I always cry over stuff which people don't pay attention to...
.__________________.
haha I'm such a weirdo.

I think I'm a selfish kid :(
I cried, not because for anyone or anything else but myself.
I didn't cry for the earthquake, I just felt bleh.
*shakes head*
Neither did I cry for those in poverty.
maybe if I saw them in real life, I might cry for them =X
I am that emotional.

BUT STILL
I was crying for selfish reasons, as a form of release? ._.
I didn't cry for anyone (at least in this case)
I think we cry when we feel helpless?
I don't know :O

but I think...
I always cry when I can't meet my own expectations.
when I was acting...
I always ended up in tears after every rehearsal :(
because I expected so much of myself yet grrr
I couldn't act the way I wanted it to be.

I cried/cry when I felt/feel useless .O.
I cried and will cry because there are some stuff which I am so passionate about but I can't seem to make others understand...
there are some things which for some reason or another are so important to me..
and could just mean nothing to others.
I also don't understand why I have to be so stubborn POO!
hahahah

I didn't cry because of the pressure.
I understand.
I know.
*nods*
but bams.
that's precisely why I cried.
because I know.

RAAAWR
I hate that =O=

I hate the fact sometimes.
I'm a such bad girl.

"For all have sinned, and fall short of the glory of God." (Romans 3:23)

but boohoo
everytime I cry, the stronger I get.. (I hope)
and hahah the more stuff I learn to let go :D

Life hasn't been a breeze but I really adore the drama-ness ^^
and the challenges, adventures and I know one day, I'll look back and XD

so lalala~
I drank my bubbletea and I'm :'D now lol
I'm such a weird thing!

thank God.
and these two words mean so much more
but I don't know how to type it in words O_x
hahah
^^
let's go~

Labels: do you ever wonder why you cry, for me to read, quote, random, sing, tears

I was feeling like CRAP.
seriously.
on thurs and friday =3=

but well.
I'm feeling over the moon now!
^O^
I suspect that I have...
low activation energy!

bursting into tears now and then.
tears of crappiness.
tears of happiness.
tears of sadness.
tears of randomness.
tears all gone!

but hoho
I'm feeling super now =]
because I have semi.. or rather 3/4 recovered hehe
but I still dont have a mask .O.
poo.

and I have a nice coat!
(that can make me smile for like a month?)
and I ate nice kimchi mandoos!
and I met nice people!
and tuition was great!
and the bus came almost instantly!
although there wasnt breakfast ham.. =X
I bought chicken breakfast ham!
^O^

laladadedoo~
things are just awesome!
I cannot help but feel happy in spite of what I should feel all the time.
-O-'''
I'm such a screwed person but HAHA
I dont mind :D

idk
I can only bring joy to the people around me if I'm happy, right?
rawrs
X3

anyway ._.
_ _ _ likes his _ _ _ fans because they are pretty!
hes a toot.
*pouts*

WAHA I LIKE MY .. WINDBREAKER
xD

I'm bursting with happiness again.
weirdo -_______________________-'''
oh and plastic surgery is so common now..
its scaring me .O.

its weird why man utd signed owen haha
I remember how when I was p5/p6 when he was still in Liverpool?
then he went to newcastle then idk...
-_-
I hope his potential comes back again though..
he WAS brilliant before =]
so he.. still has it in him?
I hope!

Labels: blocks, crap, happy, live happy, man utd, owen, plastic surgery, random, shopping, tears, tuition, u-kiss, weirdo, windbreaker

http://hongkongfilmposter.bcmagazine.net/wp-content/uploads/2009/04/dance-subaru-hong-kong-poster-701x1024.jpg

subaru's a must-watch XD
perhaps maybe I havent watched many movies recently =/
but this seems to be a really good one *nods*

I was crying, laughing, and feeling everything all together :D
I wont mind watching it again and again!
oh rights, and dbsk had like some time in it too hahaa
the icing on the cake xD
boojae!
LOL
the camera man seems to like him much ^^V

but its really a movie thats worth the moolah!
._.

its not intensely sad.
=X
its not intensely funny.

rawwr
every character showed their sensitive moments somehow
all of them who decided not to hide anymore..
the music, the dances, the emotions, the way they all came together ..
fusing!
its just aweesome!!!!
xDDDD

and I was happy after that and had chem tuition after eating haha wonton noodles ...
again.

and now BAM.
I'm feeling nemo emo -______________-
yet I dont know why I can type happy stuff and say hahaha all the time
I know its sounds ironically and pathetic rawrs
but I can never really feel totally sad
._.
even when I'm really feeling like immense pain or hurt..

I can cry.
I will cry.
I cry.
but I can never show the sorrow?
I always end up crying and laughing.
hahahah
which apparently is the saddest thing man -O-'''

I am crying,
I am sobbing,
I am sniffling,
I feel crushed,
but my cries are silent because I am not broken.
and I dont know how to feel luh ._.

I'm still crying like some tap for some stupid reason
bam.
I'm a toot.
bam.
I feel like crap now.
bam.
my eyes are red.
bam.
my nose is blocked.
bam.
my tears are running.
bam.
its blurring my vision.
bam.
and here I am typing, and replying people.
bam.
I felt slightly better when I typed about Subaru I guess.
bam.
whats up with the random happiness in me.
bam.
I'm sad.
bam.
hello emotions, stop going around.
bam.
I need a good sleep.
bambambam.
I cant believe how much of a toot I am.
bam.

June13th feels like a major screwed up thing..
in so many ways that I'm crying.

I know thats a small thing.
but I cry over small things.
because they matter so much, to me.
more than you will ever understand..
baaa~
it means so much to me y'know .O.

I'm nemo the poke.

Are they worth it, is it worth the tears?
I dont care.
Tears always make me stronger and somehow, I believe things will turn out right.
hoot.
At this moment in time, I know its worth it, because I feel so.

I dont even feel like typing anymore and I wanted to type so much because it was such a wonderful day.

sharks and nemo, I'm going to sleep for the tomorrow.
hey it rhymes!
hurhur~
RAWR

I dont make sense, I know but crying people dont make sense and look ugly.
thats common sense.

Labels: bam, fep, sad, subaru, tears, wonton

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