Tuesday, October 27, 2009
![]() I was just wondering if you ever wondered why you cry? Because, I do. HAHAHAH I'm an emotional kid =x so my tears can just run like a tap *water running* my house had no water -_-''' yesterday but that's not the point hahah *w* I cried :O hahahah bang! ._. if you can't see, then don't try X) idk poo. I wasn't extremely sad, extremely stressed or extremely unhappy. really! hahaha it wasn't because of anything in particular T^T I always cry over stuff which people don't pay attention to... .__________________. haha I'm such a weirdo. I think I'm a selfish kid :( I cried, not because for anyone or anything else but myself. I didn't cry for the earthquake, I just felt bleh. *shakes head* Neither did I cry for those in poverty. maybe if I saw them in real life, I might cry for them =X I am that emotional. BUT STILL I was crying for selfish reasons, as a form of release? ._. I didn't cry for anyone (at least in this case) I think we cry when we feel helpless? I don't know :O but I think... I always cry when I can't meet my own expectations. when I was acting... I always ended up in tears after every rehearsal :( because I expected so much of myself yet grrr I couldn't act the way I wanted it to be. I cried/cry when I felt/feel useless .O. I cried and will cry because there are some stuff which I am so passionate about but I can't seem to make others understand... there are some things which for some reason or another are so important to me.. and could just mean nothing to others. I also don't understand why I have to be so stubborn POO! hahahah I didn't cry because of the pressure. I understand. I know. *nods* but bams. that's precisely why I cried. because I know. RAAAWR I hate that =O= I hate the fact sometimes. I'm a such bad girl. "For all have sinned, and fall short of the glory of God." (Romans 3:23) but boohoo everytime I cry, the stronger I get.. (I hope) and hahah the more stuff I learn to let go :D Life hasn't been a breeze but I really adore the drama-ness ^^ and the challenges, adventures and I know one day, I'll look back and XD so lalala~ I drank my bubbletea and I'm :'D now lol I'm such a weird thing! thank God. and these two words mean so much more but I don't know how to type it in words O_x hahah ^^ let's go~ Labels: do you ever wonder why you cry, for me to read, quote, random, sing, tears |
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