Its not like I dont understand the fact that the love from your family and friends is different between the love between a girl and a guy but I dont know whether it really is a necessity or whether the love now you feel is the one. I mean, we all dont know, right?

Even without the love, you can go on yo~ you go girl!

I mean there is definitely this need for the love, but you dont need it now or you dont need it all the time?

Sometimes, loving someone doesnt mean that you will be with the person you love, or that you guys are official.. well in layman terms. Loving someone doesnt mean that someone has to love you back.. if loving someone is painful, then maybe you have to ask yourself whether it is worth it or not. If you really love that someone, no matter how painful it is, or how hard it is, you would want to continue loving him and loving him probably means that you will be happy if that someone is happy. It doesnt have to be something between the two of you to make you happy right?

Love is supposedly simple..

and supposed to be a happy affair... so when its all pain and no smiles, is that the love you want?

If its too tiring, maybe you should ask yourself whether its time to let go, is he really worth the time. If you think its yes, then by all means continue but if you say no, then hello let him go. because really, you are going to be able to let something weighing in your heart go finally! If the supposed love becomes a burden, becomes this thing that will bring you unhappiness more than anything, is that really still love?

I know what you mean when you say that you want someone to be there for you when you need him, someone who cares for you, someone who will do anything to make you smile, someone who will be worried whether you’ve slept, whether you’ve eaten or just anything about you..

But is he that someone for you?

Maybe its just not the right time for you to have that someone who will always be there for you or maybe hes just not the one.

• either hes giving you an excuse hes not ready to move on because to put it simply, hes afraid too
  
• hes trying to test you and see whether you will wait for him
  
• he really cant move on, so give him time
• he really cant bear to see you getting hurt so he wants you to move on beause he cant move on which actually is kind of a contradictory thing but then again many people like to contradict themselves… if he cant let go, so why should you? thats selfish :O

I dont know, but I hope time will help you guys to sort out the things so no use harping about it. You can cry, you can scream, you can feel crushed but then maybe if its meant to be, you’ll think that it was all worth it. If it aint going to be, it’ll just make you stronger.

just follow your heart, because only you know what you feel.

Whatever it is, its not worth you feeling so freaking sad ._.

I dont really believe in forever and ever at this point in time of my life because I have never felt that way before about anyone but of course, I want to keep all my family and friends forever and ever, but reality hits me and I know its not possible but we'll cherish whatever we have now. I have seen and felt the sweetness but I don’t yearn for that kind of sweetness, maybe I do but then again I’m not ready to commit. With a dad who is a player, you get somewhat this kind of daughter yo~ I hate being tied down. =/ bam.

Labels: a letter to a friend, happy, love