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♥ RANDOMSIZEDRANTS.

baaa I'm so embarassed
TOT
sharks
why do I have so many ... embarassing moments in life..

ok but that makes it less boring?
sorry mr bus uncle!
and thank you to.. hahah the random strangers who helped to pick up..
my trash.. well there was like a dozen of receipts, coins, cards, neoprints?
that were all over the bus -_________________-
when my .. beggar wallet
was unzipped and everything just flew out..
ZOOMED just like that..

I dont know how to say this luh but =/
I LOVE U-KISS
._.
nemo.
it sounds cheesy =x
but I like you you you and ew and euu and u and u-kiss
HAHA

XD
I love all the wonderful people around me...
who are so real, so fun, so nice, so kind, so crazy, so funky, so... nemo-ish

lalala~
they make my world go round round round and ....
and therefore I become more crazy =X
but hehe me like.

Nice food = everyone loves *chompchomps*
Strangers who randomly help me = ant loves
U-Kiss = Kiss Mes love loves ant loves
UKISSMESG = admins love kissmesg love love ant love loves lovess
Friends = ant love love love
Family = ant love me love we love they love

what a loving world.
me LIKE yo~
*BEAMS*

ilovelovelovelove.
ilovelovelovelife.
ilovelovelovelaugh.
ilovelovelovefood.
iloveloveloveschool.
ilovelovelovefamily.
ilovelovelovefriends.
ilovelovelovestrangers.
iloveloveloveukiss.
ilovelovelovenemosocool.
Godloveloveloveme.

conclusion: ant is crazy
*bows*

HAHA
I dont make sense ._. but I understand the crap I just.. typed.. WOAH!

and dear friend =x rawr I dont know how to tell you this :O

I guess if loving him was tiring, perhaps letting go was the best decision...
I wouldnt say it was the right decision since there are no rights or wrongs in a relationship.. and sometimes when its over.. we just have to take it in our stride and move on. Its of course easier said than done, but this journey of healing really depends on no one but you. I cant feel your hurt for you and or feel your angst and emo-ness. I can put myself in your shoes but I would never know how it really is since everyone is different in terms of how we think, what we do, and how we.. recover?

and only you have experienced everything.. We wouldnt know what really happened.I wished I could share the pain with you, but realistically I cant say I can do that no matter how I try. I'll be here if you ever need me k? I'll lend you this pair of ears and the.. ever short shoulders for you. That's all I can do but I think it'll take time for you to heal.. or even just to share it with others.

I think its absolutely true that

it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them, but then an entire life to forget them

baaa... sometimes not forgetting the person is not a bad thing.
Take away all the sweet moments rawr.. at least those memories did exist when you guys still loved each other? I dont know.. when love isnt love, it becomes a chore. It becomes a burden, it becomes this heavy thing that weighs on your heart (or rather mind) and can seriously be draining you mentally and physically. This is a vicious cycle I think.. God knows how many couples in the world actually still love each other.. Some people stay together because.. others think they should be together. Some stay together because they need companionship. Some stay because they dont want to change the.. so called equilibrium. Some stay because they are used to staying as a couple. At least, somehow you guys managed to come out of the cycle and perhaps this period of time would be good for you to sort out your feelings? I dont really know what transpired between you guys but the rocky patches will have to go and I really think that although you need time.. In time to come, you will definitely learn to let go and come out of this whole experience as a stronger person yo!

Loving someone takes courage, takes patience, takes a part of you.. but when that love becomes something of a habit and a burden.. is that still considered love? and no matter what happens, ultimately love hurts =O (whats with the .. acting shocked haha, I think this is a fact luh) but because it hurts, then you can really know how to cherish..

sharks. why am I talking about such serious stuff hahah its not like I really loved someone ._. the same way as you did haha. I have commitment phobia yo so I cant say I really did fell in love with someone so deeply that I wanted to be with him forever ..

No commitments, no obligations, no status, no strings attached sounds mighty fine and fun to me!
*nods*

It just sounds unrealistic to me now because I have never met my soul mate, someone who makes life seems complete and be my knight in shining armour, to accept me for who I am.

HAHAHA
baaa maybe eliphant
-_- or not
since I dont know him at all
ROFL
its just fun to have eyecandies and all but the serious business
is plain =// impossible for the ant at this point in time to really capture the essence
XD

I never did have those I dont know...
sweet, sour, bitter crushes like how some people around me have which is quite sad yo ._.
*hides in corner*

because it may just be this funny little cute memory I will have when I grow older...
That's when we will all look back and laugh at how dumb we were and laugh about it. That's when we will know how far along we've come, and how much we have grown..
*bangs head* ok.. but its ok to be without it too I guess since I survived so far heh.

Stay strong, dear friend!
okok I shall go think of some gimmicks to cheer you up!
:D

anyway rawr
its not that I wanted to be anti social and ignore the BBQ yo
._.
and its never my intention to miss it
and I probably think those who missed it too also have their valid reasons like family dinners and all.. afterall, it was the eve of mothers' day.
*pokes*
and baaa I dont believe any class can exist without any cliques..
so far in my life, all the classes I've been in are all clique-ish what.
Some classes may just have less obvious cliques rawr but that doesnt mean they dont have..

Poo.
I also dont know, I dont really think I belong to any clique in my class luh =/
I'm just closer to win2 and jes since I click with them?
HAHAHA
actually since primary 1.. my cliques are kind of all trios
until sec 3 with L.A ^o^
I dont know, and it wasnt a planned intention for all of us to miss the BBQ but by chance (WOAH! serious!) somehow all of us just didnt go...

I dont know.. I just wanted to rant yo .______________________________.
its not like I'm pissed or anything but I just wanted to ~~say it..~~ type what was in my mind out!
Sometimes, people assume too much and sometimes they think too much into things.. which are actually very simple xD

i'm still dying in his arms
(well.. according to song.. I seemed to have died a thousand times already!)
o_O
LOL

whee!
gogogo!
my romper arrived and its cool yo because I can fit into it yay!
I was worried whether it fits since I was too lazy to go measure etc

jjang!

livelifeyo~
everyone wanna instant cupcakes.. (so WE go buy luh!)

and hello toot stop watching videos and post!
xDDD

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