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I MISS MY NANNY POO X(
all because of all the sharing today yo
i suddenly miss her!
i havent seen her since .. chinese new year's eve T_T
and i didnt even talk much lahh
x(

i was like just describing my photo today
but my nanny is great great supernanny!
=D
I LOVE HER so muchies!

shes the person who really understand me the best X)
no matter what happened back then, she was always with me

because of her..
i was never alone even though everyone was busy..
she always made me look presentable
she was always so protective
and only kept the best for me *BEAMS*

she took care of me since i was like .._.. 3 days old LOL
until.. primary 2 when cambridge closed and i had to go to may..
which wasnt that near to her house anymore X(

andand she cooked delicious meals for me YAHOO! ^^V
(which in my opinion is seriously more yummy than any.. sharksfin or abalone poo hahah)
and taught me so much stuff that i otherwise would not have learnt
and she was always there for me!

and perhaps this is why i m so dependent on people
and hate being alone...
she made me feel safe and protected!
and i felt so much more at ease at home X]]
amidst all the politics and what not..
life with her was simple and different!

when i stayed over at house
i was always watched over by her until i slept ^^
it was in her house that i made friends with other people
where i interacted with other kids she took care of
where i could actually not be prim and proper!
where there were no boundaries..
no limits to what i could do..
no ~~piano lessons. no violin lessons. no ballet. no nothing.~~
nothing but fun!

xD
except TV, toys and this was how i learned to speak hokkien..
the way which we communicated, and will continue to communicate!
and how i was taught the "primitive" but cool games the people of her generation played
learned sewing because she was a seamstress in her younger days
randomly helped her cook!
even though i got scalded hahah x.O with a scar to remember but!
it was all worth it! ^0^

and she shared all her stories and experiences with me
and she provided this secret hideout for me..
where i could always hide when i didnt want to be found =]

this was where i experienced another kind of life
where i found out how simple things can make me happy
despite everything i owned and this has always stayed with me
i learned how to be contented
i learned how to love
i learned how to be loved
i learned how to share
i learned how to accept and be thankful

i learned...
how to deal with people from all walks of life how to put myself in their shoes
how to understand them how to accept them
how to live with them

i was able to appreciate things around me
i was able to appreciate people
i was able to appreciate life
all because of her.

if there wasnt her..
there would only be a spoilt me ._.
and at least now..
there is an existence of a spoilt ant and a good ant..
(depending on my crazy moods!)
i would have been more evil and mean and spoilt RAWR =________=
and i .. really learned to be more thrifty haha
though i never did put it into practise that well O.x
xD
she showed me .. the OTHER PART OF THE REAL WORLD ^^
(the part i knew was really not that pleasant hahah)
which i prolly wouldnt have seen if i was just at hertford alone with all that..
unecessary politics too cheem for a young person like.. me! haha

and shes the coolest luh!!
she took care of 3 GENERATIONS of kids from a certain family you know XD
like:
she took care of kid A.. then kid A grew up, got married, gave birth... and she took care of kid A's kids.. then kid A's kids grew up, got married, gave birth.. and she took care of one of kid A's kid's kid!
ultimateness!!

i shall visit her REAL SOON ^^
AHH
am bursting with -missing-her-ness somehow ._.
RAWRS

and and!!
i did a good deed today haha
sort of ._.

XD
i helped a visually handicapped uncle got up a bus and help him to wait for his bus..171
and i missed a lot of buses..
and at least 3 66s which i wanted to take ._. (though a lot of 170s and 67s left too...)
and i didnt dare to "report" to him 66 came haha o________O
but he asked me.. and haha he wanted me to leave then...

but i bet .. if i left
I WOULD HAVE BEEN POKING MYSELF TO .. death?
-O-'''

but well
i guess it doesnt and didnt hurt to spare him my.. 25minutes xD
in the end i spent like 1 hr .. to get on a 66 hahaha(sounds toot though ROFL)
oh well..
it was an interesting experience ^^V

and attempts to break dance..
FAILED AHHA

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